questions

i've had plenty of time to sit and think and wonder over the last couple weeks. which was the plan - to the extent that i plan anything. there have been plenty of thoughts in my head, and the biggest thing that i am thinking about is friendships. questions such as, "why do i like a few people so very much and why do i feel like i only like those people when in reality there are plenty of other people who i like?" "why are some people so much easier to forget than others? consciously or unconsciously..." "why do some friendhips feel so real and others i feel like i am making up?" "what causes a frienship to end, and how should i feel about it?" "how can i go on making friends in a world where there is so much change and everyone seems to leave sooner or later?" other things on my mind include guy questions... "how can i go through having so few crushes?" "what would have happened if i'd been a little more aware of what was going on with him? is there still a chance for us? ....and WHY do i care? why would i even want him after everything...?" time questions... "what is a legitimate use of time?" "what does it mean to waste time?" religion questions...i'm not ready to go into those... and lastly, questions of purpose... "what is the purpose of purpose?"